hai dear lovely friends,

tonight i really became emotional person... can i?
i dun want any fight or condemns with/from others.. i really dun want.. but i hope somebody can listening/reading what inside my heart.
can i be speak true without make hard feeling to others? i hope i can make it but its maybe impossible ne~

i know there have many of Yamap's fan out there who will hate me or totally dun want make friend with me.. before this i afraid if i speak it out my feeling what will happen to me, but ivonny's page make me want became like her, person who can speak out his feeling without think about others harsh comment.

yes! i admit it! i really sad when heard yamap having solo activities again. not this time only i really sad also when tegomassu released their single n album before this. BUT PLEASE I STILL SUPPORT THEM WITH BUYING THEIR SINGLE! i'm really sorry before this i never speak true to you all about my feeling towards this. not because of hate yamap or tegomassu!!! HATE? OF COURSE NOT!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! but why NEWS still under separated situations!!!

I WANT NEWS AS ONE!!! AM I TOO DEMAND OR OVERACTED?? why NEWS can't be like other groups? why suppose their have been separate work or activities? why can't they having activities together as members?

I KNOW I CAN'T BLAME YAMAP, BECAUSE HE DOING HIS JOB! I KNOW! I KNOW YAMAP CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT NEWS... but i still remember what yamap said at one of magazine. he said he want NEWS fans will still together with NEWS until ending line. this words really touching and make me cry hardly so much... i thought about how much yamap love being as NEWS member..

i really dun like compared NEWS with other groups! i love them all so much
i want NEWS like KAT-TUN & KANJANI 8 having activities together with other members..
yes! i know we now got SHOUKON but why just 4 members only?
just 4 of them only who really hard to make NEWS became bigger group! yamap where your promise when you promised us " let's make NEWS bigger than ever together" can you make this promise came true with other members? please make this promise come true as you wish...
i thought 2010 will be NEWS's golden year!
if others said i too demand or overacted, please understand it! what happen if this situation happen to your fav group? you will sad also right?
am i too harsh? please! i love yamap so much! i dun want NEWS separate!! thats all i want! i know some people will said " is it must have yamap, NEWS will be bigger?" NO! not that i want claim it! i just want Yamap and ryochan together with other 4 member make NEWS bigger.. is it will more sweet and touching moment when you see 6 member hugging together, laughing together! cry together!
REALLY, i can't demand anything at all? i just want NEWS member became 1..having activities together seem like arashi, kat-tun & kanjani 8 group. that's all!
i wonder why..why when yamap appear at tv program or else.. he never mention as NEWS no yamashita tomohisa (information at tv or when annouccer make announce) . why? because without NEWS, yamap already famous?

i really sorry for my friends whose love yamap so much, but please dun look me as i hate yamap. NO!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! I LOVE ALL NEWS MEMBERS SO MUCH!
please forgive me if this post give hard feeling to you, i not mean it at all. i just want you all know my true feeling only about this!!
but dun forget about this I LOVE YAMASHITA TOMOHISA SO MUCH!!!!!!!

i just want NEWS BECAME ONE!!

お誕生日おめでとう！テゴチン

　　　　　　   

from innocent guy ---------------------------> hot guy or hentai guy ^^


sweet 22!!!
hope this year you will have great moments with your family, your friends & NEWS members ne~
whatever happen i will always love hentai tegochin ^^

from,
your fan who love you for number 6 ^^ ( you dun mind right?) i still love you!!!

this is my 200th journal entry!!

i love thanks to all my f-list who always be kind with me~
i want thanks to all member Kchan NEWS's translation who invited me to join the group!
thanks to news_jpop , kattunlove & kanjani8 for giving all information about my idols..

thanks to neko_lovesyou & pinkujisatsu who always updated Kchan NEWS for me ^^
thanks to daelite for invited to join Kchan NEWS's translation group
thanks to yamapi85 for always updated keichan j-web member ai
thanks to foxhana for always updated shige Jweb
thanks to vinyaromeniel , silver_rose88 , fairy_illusions , clutzynew for beautiful ryoshige's fanfic.
thanks to ivonnemcgruder for make Kchan NEWS's translation group come true!

and for all my friends, 

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

i just change my wallpaper today!!
i love this wallpaper so much!!



love this OTP so much~

NEWS no member ai in DAIMOND DVD!! i capture it by myself, sorry if not good condition!!
if you don't want spoiller, better dun open it ne ^^
lets spread NEWS member ai to the others ne~

( ryoshige love ) 

( koyapi love )( koyapi love )

( tegopi love )

( koyatego love )

( koyashige love )
( shigepi love )
( koyamassu )

( tegoshige )

( shigemassu )

( tegomassu love )

( koyapiryo love )

IST KOYAMA, SHIGE, MASSU AND TEGOSHI WILL HAVING NEW REGULAR TV PROGRAM EVERY WEEK!!! THANKS FOR daelite ABOUT TELL THIS INFORMATION!!!

Koyama, Shige, Tegoshi, Massu in new variety show
Koyama, Shige, Tegoshi and Massu will be in a variety show that starts this November 12th, airing Thursday nights at 1:08 AM. The theme of the show is "running" and it's called "走魂" (Soukon? Hashiridamashi?)

Former link to article on Nikkan Sports: Here, but the article has been replaced with something else.

ＮＥＷＳ加藤「扱いがぞんざいですね」

　ＮＥＷＳの小山慶一郎（２５）増田貴久（２３）加藤成亮（２２）手越祐也（２１）が出

演する日本テレビ
系のバラエティー「走魂」（１１月１２日スタート、木曜深夜１時８分）の制作発表が２８日、東京・汐留の同
局で行われた。番組のテーマは「走る」。毎回、４人が様々なミッションに従って走り、そのポイントに応じ
てコンビニのローソンの緑化事業とコラボして、植樹が行われる。

　この日、小山と加藤は東京・池尻大橋から、手越と増田は東京・浅草から汐留の日本テレビまで走って、会
見に臨んだ。小山は「自由な番組で楽しみ」。加藤は「木陰で着替えろとか、扱いがぞんざいですね」。手越は
「途中の湯島天神で番組成功祈願をしてきました」。増田は「走ってみて、先が見えずに不安になりました」
。それでも、最後は「とにかく頑張ります」と声をそろえていた。


NEWS Kato comments "We're being treated really sloppily"

It was announced that Koyama Keiichiro (25), Masuda Takahisa (23), Kato Shigeaki (22) and Tegoshi Yuya (21) will be a part of Nihon Terebi's variety show "走魂" (starting November 12th, Thursdays at 1:08) on the 28th at the station's office in Shiodome. The theme of the new show is "Running". Each episode, the four of them will run on various missions and once they get to their assigned point they will plant trees as part of the convienience store Lawson's green program.

Today, Koyama and Kato started at Tokyo's Ikejiri Oohashi while Tegoshi and Massu started in Tokyo's Asakusa. They ran to Shiodome's Nihon Terebi to have a press conference. Koyama commented "I look forward to having a free show like this". Kato commented "We have to change in the shade of trees and stuff, we're being treated sloppily". Tegoshi said "On the way here I wished for the show's success at Yushimatenjin". Masuda commented, "Running without being able to see the goal made me nervous". Even with their mixed comments, they all said "At any rate, we'll do our best!" in the end.

ALL INFORMATION, GET FROM DAELITE!! THANKS DEAR ^^

8 DAYS MORE!!

I WILL GET MY NEWS PARTY DIAMOND CONCERT!!!! i can't wait see the solo PV at all!!! but at same day also my final exam start!! ><

4 NOV- International Management
8 NOV- Strategic thought and theories
15 NOV- International Law <---- my weak!!!
19 NOV- International Relations

oh GOD! help me for make all my exam more easier than i thought!!

7 DAYS MORE!

my aniki' s birthday!!!

15 DAYS MORE!

my lovely tegoshi's birthday!!!

22 DAYS MORE!

my shige jadeyeap got important exam! SPM!!! shige! ganbarou ze!!!

to megumi_desu06 ! OMEDETOU!!! for finish your PMR already ne!!! lets enjoy ne!!!!

meme again ^___^

tagged by nuerulez

OCTOBER!!

Loves to chat -YES!!! this one really correct!!! ぴったりね！i love to talk so much ^^ ask who ever has meet me. i will not stop the conversation.

Loves those who loves them- yes! of course i love who those who love me also!! especially my friends..u know who you are ne~

Loves to take things at the center- this totally correct. if something happen with relationship, i will be center one and hear each other feeling or comment and i try my best to make the relationship became smooth again!

Inner and physical beauty- ohhh this to totally weird if i talk about myself ne!

Lies but doesn't pretend - sometimes ne i using lies for care others feeling/heart ne!

Gets angry often- i difficult to get angry! i'm always smile when infront others however that day was my suck day!!

Treats friends importantly- yes!! for me friends, second important person after my family!!!

Always making friends- i love making new friends!!!

Easily hurt but recovers easily- this also really true!!! i really easily hurt even for small things but i will recovers easily ^____^

Daydreamer- YESSSSSSSS!!! CORRECT!! i always daydream!!! about NEWS & keichan!!! ahahks

Opinionated-HMMMMMM!! no idea at all about this ^^

Does not care of what others think- wrong!! i always care what others think about my opinion.

Emotional- yes i emotional person!!!

Decisive- nope! totally not!!

Strong clairvoyance- yes!!! this one is correct also!!!  i see my dreams long time ago already!!! you all already know what my dreams is
1) be translator Japanese Language at my country
2) going NEWS concert
3) bought my family go to Makkah.

Loves to travel, the arts and literature- yes!! i love travel so much!!! i love decorate card!!

Touchy and easily jealous- i really touchy person. i can simply crying when watching drama.

Concerned- i always concerned someone who love me!! ^___^

Loves outdoors. YES!!! i love working outdoor than indoor because of that one day i want be travel guide.

Just and fair- yes! this totally correct also.. i love been fair to others.. i will not compared each others ne~

Spendthrift- OMG! OMG! this totally true!! i always waste my money! ahahks

Easily influenced- correct! when i said yes! but others said no.. i will cahnge to YES!

Easily loses confidence- i easily said i can't make it!!

Loves children- i love children so much!!


( look your month here!! )( look your month here.. )</div>

this meme really 98% correct about me ^___^

tagging:
daelite
jayzslam
ryoshige
yamapi85
yuukarin
vinyaromeniel
jadeyeap
snowflakezz
foxhana
and to all my f-list ^__^

thanks to foxhana , for helping me ^^, from her also i stole this meme ahahks

THE JE MEME! :D (By theproudpenguin)
The favorites (only one answer for each question)::
Who's your favorite idol in the Johnny's Entertainment?	Koyama Keiichirou!
Your favorite group?	of course NEWS!
Your favorite dorama with JE idols in it?	Nobuta wo Produce~best ever friendship drama
Your favorite pairing (or trio)? (i.e. akame, tegomass, ryopi, etc)	NISHIKATO@RYOSHIGE
Your favorite show in which a JE band is the host?	this year of 24hr TV
Your favorite song? (tough one, I know)	Cherish (this my favourite song until now)
Your favorite DVD? (i.e. Kat-Tun's Real Face Tour, NEWS' Never Ending Wonderful Story, Kanjani8's Spirits, etc.)	Never Ending Wonderful Story
Other (only one answer;you can explain your answer) ::
The JE idol you want to meet the most?	all NEWS member
Who's the sexiest?	ryochan!
Who's the cutest?	massu
The one you know you will have a good conversation with? (or the one you seem to have the most in common)	shige! coz i similar with keichan ^__^
The one that is making you laugh the most?	massu when i heard massuseki at Kchan NEWS
The one you want to see crying?	ryochan! in real not in drama!
The one you won't go "akjosngodg.sgtj^c" if you ever see him on the street?	i will crazy when i saw all JE idols infront of me ^^
The one you will do anything just to shake his hand or take a picture with?	yappari NEWS member ne^^
The group you have the more pictures on your computer?	You n J group!
Your best memory of a Shounen Club episode? (i.e. Shige stripping, NewS abake, Romantic skit w/ Kat-Tun and Kanjani8, etc.)	when keichan can't find his chair (NEWS wo abake)
You really want to be __s' sister.	ryochan's (i want strict brother like him)
The group that have the best member ai?	Kanjani 8 (they know each other long time already ne~)
The band who's closer to their fans?	NEWS!
Which JE idol have the greatest clothing taste?	ryochan
The boy you want to see in an An An photoshoot? (or any sexy photoshoot)	shige! shige! (gomen kei! i dun want watch with other girl hehehe)
Your reactions?
If you were in a restaurant, and Shige and Koyama show up, your first reaction is __	kyaaaaaaaaaaa!!! and i pretend i dun know them! of course i will not do that. i will greeting them and said to work hard for future and i will said i will support them!!!
Your first travel to Japan and you're all excited! As you look at the other side of the street, you see Yamapi and Jin looking cool and anonymous. Your first reaction is__	wowwwwwwww!!! i will pretend that i lost way to hotel and ask them the way in english! i want hear Jin's english ^^
You've read on Internet that your favorite group may come to your country for a photoshoot soon. You__	of course i will search will location that they will go!!
There is it! The pairing you've been shipping for like forever has finally come out, and it's all over the Internet! Your first reaction is ___	kyaaa! ryoshige became true pairing! i will died coz of suprise. kyaaaaaaaa!! RYOSHIGE love!
You're still in Japan and you're walking on the street, just having fun by yourself. Then you bump into someone and fall on the ground. As you look up, you see that it's the one and only Kamenashi. Your first reaction__	i will shouted infront of him..KAME!!!! and said thanks to him ^^
Your trip is over, and you have to come back to your country. As you're heading to your seat on the plane, you see Kamenashi and Yamapi sitting right next to your seat. Your first reaction_	shuji to akira!!! i will ask what new activities about KAT-TUN and NEWS!!
TOP 5! (1 being your favorite, 5 your least favorite)
Top 5 Groups!
1:	NEWS
2:	KANJANI 8
3:	KAT-TUN
4:	ARASHI
5:	KIS-MY-FT2
Top 5 Idols!
1:	KEIICHIROU KOYAMA (of course! he my only one!)
2:	SHIGEAKI KATOU ( shige! my best friend)
3:	YUICHI NAKAMARU (similar with kei,coz of that i love him)
4:	RYUHEI MARUYAMA (maru same as keichan right? friendly!!)
5:	OTHERS NEWS MEMBER ^^ ( i can't resist other 4 coz i love them too much)
Top 5 Songs!	CHERISH (best song until now!)
1:	PUZZLE ( remind me for yellow ranger!)
2:	I'LL BE WITH YOU (this song really touched!)
3:	KATAOMOI CHIISANA KOI (i love the music so much!)
4:	FOREVER ( i want fall in love when i heard this song)
5:	AI NANTE (this ryoshige's song for me!)
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

from here u know why i put my username like that ne~ i can't resist with these 3 groups at all.

btw.. tonight i don't know why my tension was high after finish my test.. then i do some video which i sing NEWS medley.. i really want shown it to all f-list but i too shamed to upload the video at youtube ahahks u have another idea how can i upload my video without using youtube?

tomorrow i will having International Law examination!!! jkijdjhfgr!!
how shige learn PURE LAW! i just learn International Law i already dizzy to remember all article law ><.
Oh god! please help me! how me want remember all those article *damn! damn!*

i can't wait for 4 and 21 November!!!

4 Nov- NEWS party diamond release!! やっと出ましたね！

21 Nov- for msian_newsfans , we will having screening+celebrated RYOTEGO's birthday!!! all MALAYSIAN NEWS fans lets celebrated together!!
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important days!!

3&11- my favorite guys in this world's birthday ne~

i always studies with hearing the music, NEWS+KATTUN+KANJANI8 songs always been my lists!! tonight i also hear keichan's High School Musical audio!! keichan voice really good to hear when he sing all HSM's song!!

when i heard himawari, i always imagined that yamap will sing this song infront of his new girlfriend..kyaaaaaaaaaaa!! he play his guitar and sing this song romantically to his new girlfriend!! so jealous ne~

today i forget to heard Kchan NEWS!! i study until forget about it! gomen keichan~ i will heard on air Kchan NEWS special next week ne~


btw: for f-list, i selling tegomassu's tee concert and arashi calendar 09-10. anyone interest to them?

hai, minna!!
1. ARASHI ALBUM

          
a) arashi album How's it Going?


Arashi album Here we go!


Arashi 1st album Ichigau


Arashi single PIKA **NCHI


 
ARASHI single Tomodoinagara sold!



Matsujun's drama Kindaichi OST

others:
ARASHI ARASHIC album  JPN version LE sold!
ARASHI DVD HOW ITS GOING CONCERT taiwan version
ARASHI DVD AAA tokyo dome Concert JPN version LE sold!!

2. Tackey & Tsubasa


  
T&T single Yume wo monogatari



T&T album 2wenty 2wo






      
tegomassu's 1st concert tee



  
ARASHI calendar 09-10 (not open yet at all) sold!!
                                                    

please email me to: bena_cherish@yahoo.co.jp
prefer Malaysian buyer
price can negotiation

hai, minna!!!

genkidesuka? long time i'm not posting ne!
to all my f-list, how are you?

YES!!!!!!! i know we all can't wait for 4 November right?
at last our wish have been fulfill ne!

NEWS PARTY DIAMOND DVD WILL RELEASE !!!

but the cover really bit disappointed me..but as karlablue said

don't judge a DVD by its cover!!!

thanks to all who wish my birthday!! thank you so much. 1st person who wish me is my shige jadeyeap .

thank you so much for you all who remember it!! i really touched.. this year i got lot wish birthday ever in my life..
i really glad i make friends in LJ community!!! i really thankful i know you all!! thanks all!
especially to ryoshige ,jayzslam ,daelite , yamapi85 , tegonyana , ayenoliveros and all my FB's friends.

thanks to dhieya for giving me this!!! i love it so much.. seem like you give my prince to me ahahks


and this year also my housemates celebrate my birthday and they surprise me with many things..





then they put all cream at my face

 

then they throw flour, eggs and water to me


crazy right?! but that night i really happy and that night also i bath for 1 hours. ahahks

i glad today yamapi85 come back to NEWS fandom!!
and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to yamapi85 !!!
hope you have great life with ur family, ur friends and ur lover ne~

i glad you back!! i really miss you!!!

happy belated birthday to echiryo and aida_pi also!!
sorry for late wish ne!! hope you have great life ^^

i falling love with this song!
JAY SEAN really cool!!!
gomen keichan but you still my number one!

hai all NEWS lover,

you still remember this my previous post --->community.livejournal.com/news_jpop/4690321.html

when i heard second time, i just realize it why shige write his name as katakana when he write birthday card to ryo ^^

the reason his write his name is katakana coz he said if he write as 成亮.. it will look like

成　　+　亮      = 成亮
shige                      ryo　　　　  shigeryo (suppose shigeaki ne ^^)

he shamed if write like that at ryo's birthday card. he said seem like shigeryo!!!!

this pairing really make me crazy about them!!!

to my dearest friend who introduce me to LJ' s world

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!    luckypurple  a.k.a vicky!!!</span>


happy birthday dear!!! thank you for being my friend!!!
hope you have great life with your family, your friends and your husband, AIBA MASAKI!!
hehehe!