tonight i really became emotional person... can i?
i dun want any fight or condemns with/from others.. i really dun want.. but i hope somebody can listening/reading what inside my heart.
can i be speak true without make hard feeling to others? i hope i can make it but its maybe impossible ne~
i know there have many of Yamap's fan out there who will hate me or totally dun want make friend with me.. before this i afraid if i speak it out my feeling what will happen to me, but ivonny's page make me want became like her, person who can speak out his feeling without think about others harsh comment.
yes! i admit it! i really sad when heard yamap having solo activities again. not this time only i really sad also when tegomassu released their single n album before this. BUT PLEASE I STILL SUPPORT THEM WITH BUYING THEIR SINGLE! i'm really sorry before this i never speak true to you all about my feeling towards this. not because of hate yamap or tegomassu!!! HATE? OF COURSE NOT!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! but why NEWS still under separated situations!!!
I WANT NEWS AS ONE!!! AM I TOO DEMAND OR OVERACTED?? why NEWS can't be like other groups? why suppose their have been separate work or activities? why can't they having activities together as members?
I KNOW I CAN'T BLAME YAMAP, BECAUSE HE DOING HIS JOB! I KNOW! I KNOW YAMAP CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT NEWS... but i still remember what yamap said at one of magazine. he said he want NEWS fans will still together with NEWS until ending line. this words really touching and make me cry hardly so much... i thought about how much yamap love being as NEWS member..
i really dun like compared NEWS with other groups! i love them all so much
i want NEWS like KAT-TUN & KANJANI 8 having activities together with other members..
yes! i know we now got SHOUKON but why just 4 members only?
just 4 of them only who really hard to make NEWS became bigger group! yamap where your promise when you promised us " let's make NEWS bigger than ever together" can you make this promise came true with other members? please make this promise come true as you wish...
i thought 2010 will be NEWS's golden year!
if others said i too demand or overacted, please understand it! what happen if this situation happen to your fav group? you will sad also right?
am i too harsh? please! i love yamap so much! i dun want NEWS separate!! thats all i want! i know some people will said " is it must have yamap, NEWS will be bigger?" NO! not that i want claim it! i just want Yamap and ryochan together with other 4 member make NEWS bigger.. is it will more sweet and touching moment when you see 6 member hugging together, laughing together! cry together!
REALLY, i can't demand anything at all? i just want NEWS member became 1..having activities together seem like arashi, kat-tun & kanjani 8 group. that's all!
i wonder why..why when yamap appear at tv program or else.. he never mention as NEWS no yamashita tomohisa (information at tv or when annouccer make announce) . why? because without NEWS, yamap already famous?
i really sorry for my friends whose love yamap so much, but please dun look me as i hate yamap. NO!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! I LOVE ALL NEWS MEMBERS SO MUCH!
please forgive me if this post give hard feeling to you, i not mean it at all. i just want you all know my true feeling only about this!!
but dun forget about this I LOVE YAMASHITA TOMOHISA SO MUCH!!!!!!!
i just want NEWS BECAME ONE!!